sunflower season

 is almost over.

 i took these so 

they would last a bit longer. 

05/22/09

a fuzzy night lacking some focal points.

If you've got the cheddar and you love life, go pick one of these up. 

only 1.99 with your ralphs card.

Space: the final frontier. 

These are the voyages of the starship Enterprise. 

Her ongoing mission: to explore strange new worlds, to seek 

out new life-forms 

and new civilizations; to boldly go 

where no one has gone before. 

Live long, and Prosper.

-babymax.

SLAVEBOY.

i get my breakfast when i want it, how i want.

UGH.

this isn't my freshest sketch. in fact, it's probably a little over 4 years old.

 i don't know where i was going with this (or then),

maybe "some place exotic". it's kind of a blur and a bit sloppy. 

pretty much illustrates me in that segment of time.

Jareth: You remind me of the babe. 

Goblin: What babe? 

Jareth: The babe with the power. 

Goblin: What power? 

Jareth: The power of voodoo. 

Goblin: Who do? 

Jareth: You do. 

Goblin: Do what? 

Jareth: Remind me of the babe. 

...we roamed with the dinosaurs...

[you know when you're driving and you put on a song and everything seems perfect for a second? i wish i could make those seconds last longer..]

Once upon a time when we were babies...

and beng was a boy..

zoey zoey zoey zoey zoey zoey zoey zoey zoey zoey

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zoeyzoeyzoeyzoeyzoeyzoeyzoeyzoeyzoeyzoey

zoey zoey zoey zoey zoey zoey zoey zoey zoey zoey

zoey.

 oh god only if there really were 9 

of those in front of my face right now...

so i bought a bunch of disposables and like 4 rolls to use in the philippines and i swore i used all of them but they've disappeared and i have no fucking idea where they are and its driving me crazy. surprisingly, this lone star appeared on the last roll of film i developed.

sad.

 

Say CHEEZY!

been sneaking around and over my creative aspect for a while now and i've been feeling like it was slowly drifting away leaving me a bit dull and lame and pretty distressed(only if someone wouldnt mind buying me some supplies) but im no longer going to be a lazy pants! i cant apologize enough for my neglect in this area i mean those of you who really know me know that my life long dream was to become a struggling artist and im halfway there! im doing a couple cool things that's sorta top secret and sorta dope. hopefully i get them all done in time. other than those top secret things i've been inspired to work on a story book with actual words and pictures and gushy stuff. it looks like a sketchbook but inside is a world of lurking creatures and my most personal thoughts, feelings, curiosities and secrets converted into bedtime stories and poetry and of course all kinds of f arts/sketches/collages. if you see it laying around i'd appreciate it if you read the note first.

found.

old gifts and old receipts.

creepy.

here's some dust bunnies i came up on when we were cleaning. we're real monsters.

snacks.

one: hopefully i deflate before i fucking explode. the last couple of days have been sooo shitty, it's not the things i physically did that made it shitty, i just have a couple things that i want to vent out, but cant and are just kinda floating in my head because i dont really have anyone to vent to in a situation like this. ya know I fucking hate when you say something to someone and they automatically think of it as a lie or joke because it sounds somewhat insensible and they give you that one remark (its only because the person you're talking to is incapable of really understanding you or simply doesnt give a shit). Surely in time you will finally understand my psychotic flow of ups and downs and know my ins and outs ... see my retardedness and brilliance and figure me out, and f.y.i. I appreciate that unnecessary remark as much as I appreciate being thrown up on. thanx. one and a half: anxiety and insecurity have been the theme of the past week. I don't really want to expose my absolute personal life here in respect of it but after catching myself doing something somewhat invading the other day, i found myself face to face with the person i really didnt want to be taken as, so if you know what i'm mumbling about I offer my sincerest apology if you were at all upset by it and i also apologize for not confronting you about it first and directly. two: I came up on this picture today as i was weeding through my files and it really got me bawlin. I know i post alot of zoey on here, it's because im very much in love with her and I miss her everyday just like a mother would if their child was taken from them, but... three: On a happy note, maximilian and i got a dopeass swiffer sweeper, cleaned a bunch and hit up that 5 5 5 deal (which is now,sadly, my incomparable substitution for boho). wahh wahh.

*sorry that first paragraph may not have made much sense due to my raging frustrations (that goes for paragraph two as well). And thanks for listening (m).f. <3

old f arts.

Double whhhhhhat whaaaatttt.

whhhaaaaaat.