carmensita.

if you haven't seen this video, its probably worth watching if you dig devendra banhart and mystical women such as the beautiful ms. natalie portman and the very abstract kat dennings prancing around with vibrance and character. otherwise fuck, forget it, i know you get as lazy as i do when i see utube vids on blogs. speaking of blogs, at the moment i feel a bit discomforted and embarrassed being reminded that i have a blog, that i now update so often, and that i hope does not turn into a compulsive disorder. well im more nervous about this just because its somewhat dangerous feeding you my in and output on everything i plan and think and create and do and dont do but i guess it can be good in a way to express myself humorously without having to deal with that awkward silence or it can maybe add some personality in some departments i lack such as being a bit uncommunicative in person. unless expressed on canvas or paper, i usually just like to stash my thoughts and ideas to myself because of the fear of losing it from those originality bandits but i guess thats the whole intention of a blog and the reason why im actually committing to this which makes me somewhat of a hypocrite or a big pretender. so i guess i may be crossing over and i will no longer sensor myself for the sake of your pleasure and im no longer making sense to myself so ill stop rambling, its just since ive been back my inner senses have been pushing me ideas and inspiring me to do something big and mind blowing and im going kookoo thinking about it and well heres the vid.