Wednesday, July 15, 2009

i am in a constant battle with my mind. i go from thinking that i am special for being "knowledgeably unique" to realizing that being aware of my being special is, in fact a sign that i am just seeking attention and simply something i like thinking about myself. then i realize that being aware of that fact counter-acts itself, and i am stuck in an endless paradox of myself. i have not yet learned how to stop and just say It Doesn't Matter.

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  1. beth i love your blog! and i so feel like this A LOT. it's pretty frustrating. but you're right, it doesn't matter. take care cuz.
    xoxo stephanie

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  2. your over thinking it.

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